Maisarah. 19 December 91. Hi♥

Most of ya'll would say that it is so much better when you’re left alone at home. No parents to nag. No siblings to irritate you. So quiet, so peaceful. Hah. But when the silence gets a bit too long, it can kill. It wraps you like a quilt. Feeling so strangled, so stuck in this silence.

How I’d wished there’s someone at home who I could really talk to. Someone to ask me how I did for my lab exam, someone to ask me whether I’ve had my lunch, someone to ask me how’s school today, someone to listen to me when I talk about my friends. I would be so happy to just answer.

I won’t stay outside till late, I won’t dread goin home, I won’t go out that often, If only things were so much better. I know everyone’s busy with their own stuff. I’m not trying to be selfish, but this is just what I feel. And I know, it can be pretty much awkward at certain times.

That’s why I keep thanking some friends of mine, telling them how much I appreciate whatever they’d done for me. Listening to me, talking to me whenever I’m bored and just everything that keeps me happy.

Whatever it is, I know how to take care of myself. I know what’s right and what’s wrong. I won’t disappoint any of you anymore. Yes, I’m the only girl, the so called gem. I’ll be fine. I’ll be good. None of you know any of my friends, but I can assure you, my friends are all nice, clever, hot, handsome, pretty, smartass, caring, sweet, lovelyandeverythingnice. Just trust me, trust.:)

And yes, I get attached to people so easily. Hah. Loser.

Aite enough. I’m goin for my hepatitis B jab later, maybe. Today’s plan was supposed to meet up with the girls for something but got cancelled because fara and zaffy couldn’t make it. Fara wanna spend quality time with her mom while zaffy with her band. And I’m kind of lazy too. Sorry thurga, Monday alrightJ.

I’m so looking forward to JEM outing next sat. heh heh.

I miss sharifahrafhanah. Hmm.

Lastly, I don’t wanna mislead neither do I wanna leave. Just give me some time to sort things out. Thank you!

I miss my mom.

That’s all.

BYE.