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Maisarah. 19 December 91. Hi♥
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008, 11:45 PM
Hello.
I know I haven’t been updating much here. Things have been rather hectic. Hmm, where to begin? Okay let’s start with that shitty posting. So yeap, I got posted to ___, NYP. Not really the ideal course I had in mind, not even anything close to that. Haha. But somehow I think that it’ll do, I guess. :/ I don’t know la. I’m still considering. Honestly, I can’t get myself to accept this course but after much thinking on the benefits it could bring me in future. MAYB, I might go with it. I’m still appealing for other courses though and that is the integrated events management in RP. Yes RP! I doubt mum would agree to that. Gahh. We’ll see la. Whatever it is, this whole thing got me feeling so screwed-up.
And now work. Janice just got transferred out. So there’s this new senior. Chinese guy, macam apek-apek gitu. Obviously not one whom I can really joke around and show him my silly faces. Worst, without yunhao&fathin around, work can never get any suckier. Everyday come to work, muke stone. If only I could transfer over to vivo till yunhao&fathin gets back. Atleast over there I’d got ari&wani to laughassoff with. But again, I’m still fine in tampines. With Shirley.rose&ruth around. IF ONLY IF ONLY IF ONLY IF ONLY.
Something(s) been troubling me. My mind. It just got so messed up till at one point, I just feel like shutting everything down. I know that I can rationalize and put away all the things that are wrong. All the things that are making me feeeel so ‘wrong’. But that doesn’t make the feeling go away.
Lastly, I love my awesome babies ;D My awesomest circle of friends. Always there to listen to my random talks and also my recent moody complaints. People like shar.farah.ati.amm.juff.and naufal. Blessed.
Aight, lengthy enough. Gotta go now. Byeeeeeeeeeee. Love.