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Maisarah. 19 December 91. Hi♥
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007, 1:58 AM
you're sucha horrid person. you're mean. very. i hate you. really do. I am not tryin to act like a bitch where i can't even handle a few criticism. but hey, this time, you went over the line. I never expected you to say such things to me. It shot me right in the weakest place. I can't hold on but to break down. school was horrible. i wasn't thinking about it during paper 1. but during paper 2. i swear it got the whole of me. it took over my mind. constant bickering are doing my head in. I started scribbling the whole paper. No any other words, just I HATE YOU. everything was messy. those words kept playing in my mind. I can feel my mouth wanting to scream those words. I felt so disturbed. hah. i dont know how to wash all these uneasiness which seemed to be swimming around in my heart. The whole day, i stood straight and forced my face muscles into what must have looked like a smile.
i hate you.i hate you. dont talk to me about it. It crushed too hard on me. At one point of time, i thought our relationship was gettin better&closer. But no, it all came crushing down. back to square one. where there's nothing else. but hatred. thanks alot man.
and youu. i dont konw what happen between us. as people who get hit by trucks sometimes say, i didnt see anything coming. you used the some reason to accuse me. like how others did. i'm sorry but to feel that you're one of them too.