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Maisarah. 19 December 91. Hi♥
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Wednesday, August 1, 2007, 3:47 PM
Whenever i felt so lost, everything went I DONT KNOW.
Yesterday, went over to PS to catch transformers with mom&3rd bro. Yes i know, macam tertinggal zaman gitukan since that movie was out long ago but who cares since mom reallyyyy want to watch it.
It was a great one (:
back home. chill awhile and studied from 12am - 3.30am. longgg eh. studied maths and science. Slept hugging science textbook and pencil still stuck between fingers. hahs.
alright today,
So today is like a WEDNESDAY. A must-come day, will be having 5 long periods of Econs. I skipped school today. i dont feel good from head-to-toe and that includes my disturbed mind. hah. i dont know if i want to give up on Econs or just keep on goin. Everyone will say : dont' give up. I tried not to worry, but that was harder than starving.
I did gave up once, but got myself on track. After mrs shah said " okay maisarah, yours done. " I am very relieved that it is over. But few days back, Mrs joan tan said that our Coursework A was horrible and some need to do adjusments to it. I never expected that 'adjustments' turned out to be a big one. and now, it's like i'm back to square one. I need to redo everything. yes, EVERYTHING. fcukfcukfcuk.
Mrs shah didn't inform us that we need to have atleast 3 different cooking method included during our practicals. and so, those without 3 different cooking method will need to redo their practical. and oh-great, i am one of them. i need to redo one of my dishes. yes ONE. just one. but fcuk, practical is like the start of the coursework. sighs. I need to redo my time plan, a lil of research, decision making, EVERYTHING la.
and now, mrs joan tan pressing for work since dateline is nearing. but how the hell will i be able to finish before the dateline. i've yet to even cover half of my coursework B.
Out of 14 students taking Econs, now left with 7. Others all drop already.
My L1 R4 subject are english, maths, science, Mt and Humans. But still, i dont know if i can do well for humans. If i cant' mayb econs could save me. but again. my econs dying. i dont know wheter to leave it to die or save it.
There's no time. Really. i feel as if my mind quitted on me.
bye, love.